I think my "promotion" is killing me
Thursday, October 02, 2008
A couple weeks ago, I got a promotion, but not in the usual way of things.
No, rather I got it because the person who was leading the design team got very tired of politics and other things and decided to step down. Upon doing so, he said, “good luck--you’re gonna need it.” And by this he meant, “you’re probably going to take this job, and it’s going to be difficult. Get ready.”
So when my bosses approached me about taking the position, I really had to think long and hard about whether or not I’d do it or not. You see, there is no extra pay involved. Just more work. More responsibility. More stress. So I guess it’s not technically a promotion, it’s a “promotion.” (It’s amazing what quote marks can do for the nuance of speech!)
So here I am, 3 weeks in, and I’m about to have a nervous breakdown. Mind you, there are other things in going on, but really it’s been a bit of stress. I’ve had a couple almost-breakdowns, most people have been asking why I looked so frazzled, and why are my eyes so puffy?
On the upside, the promotion has got me on an interesting project where I have a lot of input, so that’s great. I also get a lot of great visibility AND I get to be in the design world again! Yay! I must say, I’ve missed being creative in a visual manner for the past couple of years. So there are good things with the stress, and more responsibility means more experience, so I’m all for it.
All in all, I think it’s a good thing if I can just make it past this hazing period! Gentle reader, if you are the praying sort, PLEASE throw up a prayer for me!
Prayers SENT! It’s really funny how God created growth, how it has to be painful before you get to the next level. Just watching Josh grow if a good reminder of that. He just sprouted his first teeth on the bottom front, which has been somewhat painful from what I can tell. Now’s that he’s “leveled up”, he’ll be biting things. Which means growing pains for Yasuyo and me! Fun. Even though things are tough, there is always something there for us to learn. Here’s today’s cheesy quote from Kung-fu Panda!! “Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift, and that is why it’s called the present”
Posted by on 10/02 at 10:26 PMKathy, you can do it! Remember, I lived through the “Mervyn, why are you in my dorm room at 3am photoshopping Kathy’s yearbook?” days. No one has your tolerance for pain. (Except Kar-yee)
I love you. Hang in there.
Posted by on 10/09 at 08:25 PM